I'm letting go.

The only thing that is important to me is school. and some days, work.
I'm done, and I'm over it. I'm not mad, upset, hurt, angry, depressed, WHATEVER. I'm okay with whatever happens from here on out.

don't call.

i hate fire.
i'm tired of hearing about them
and seeing them.
-what a morning :[

also
last night
i stopped caring.

later<3

you're so vain. and you probably think this post is about you.

-i love how everyone thinks they know me.
you don't. and at this point, you never will.

Heather. Congratulations, you made it. I can't wait to see you walk across the stage tonight and receive the diploma that you've worked so hard for. i love you.

don't try to tell me that i'm the only one who is vulnerable..
impossible.

Who are you that cries when you stare in my face
Telling me that I’m just a trace of the person I once was
Cause we're not the same, you're just a picture of me
You’re gone as soon as I leave; you've lived my life for me
And you're no more than a piece of glass

distance is nothing.

all you have to do is never, ever let go.

i'm okay with my behavior.

and i'm sorry. <3
i love you so much.

I met Pamela at starbucks in 2006.
And every day when I wake up, I thank God for that.
She's been a better friend to me in the past few months than most of my other 'friends' have been in years.

goodnight.

right now- more than ANYTHING , I want to be with Maranda. Sitting on her bed, watching boy meets world. And listening to indian music at the same time. Writing in our notebooks and watching Djr sleep. eating spicy wings then drinking terrible juice afterwards. and waking up in the afternoon. using frozen milk with our cereal. going to mcdonalds ( Read more... )

so yesterday was just perfect. i met maranda as soooooon as i got into georgia and i met derek jr!! he is so perfect and beautiful!!!! we ate at ocharlies andthen went to wal mart. and when we got to her house, it was just how id expected it. the windows were open and the wind was just breezing through the house. im not sure why, but i just love ( Read more... )