yep... still awake. I just read through my last few posts. I really hated myself so much and reading it now I know I had no reason to. Wow. It's so mind-blowing to me to read these horrible things I said about myself. I feel bad for past-me hahaha. It's like, I wish I could go back in time and tell myself to calm down and that I'll be okay ( Read more... )

For some reason I am finding it impossible to sleep right now ( Read more... )

wow... 2 posts in one day.

I'm sad that i can't eat my dinner. Maybe it's time for some sparks.

I'm just trying to breathe at this point, and even that has been very trying. I feel sick to my stomach, which is generally typical for me but for once it's not my stupid body's fault. I heard a song today and some of the lyrics went, "The quiet scares me because it screams the truth". Oh how true that is... that is why I stay up so god damn ( Read more... )

i'm not really sure if i hate my life or not. i think i'm okay. maybe. yea. really confused right now.

i don't know anything about anti-virus software.

and i still haven't accomplished a damn thing.

Things are starting and things are ending changing ( Read more... )

I just want to have some pure happiness in my life. no catch. just happiness.

I'm so tired of being damaged goods.

i only use this thing to lament ( Read more... )

and once again, I haven't accomplished anything this year. Unless you count obtaining a Costco membership and a dependence on alcohol ( Read more... )