i'm going insane. so many what-ifs

i hate college and growing up.

at least i know i'm not the only one.

i need to remember what i got while it's fresh in my mind. i hate to forget when people give me stuff i don't want to be ungrateful and just forget because they put their own time and money into this for me and its very special and yea ( Read more... )

that's my new song. ok i already made a myspace blog entry... and a bulletin...

BUT I'M SO FRIGGIN EXCITED

antonio hector jr. is bringing me, christina marie gallo, to go see QUEEN for christmas. not only that... he got FLOOR seats.. 20 rows away from the stage. i could wet myself right now. i loooooooooooooooooooove queen ( Read more... )

this is the third nap in a row where i keep trying to wake myself up in my dreams and can't succeed. i've tried hitting myself and touching myself and pulling open my eyes the last times. and i tried this time too. the creepy part is that i remembered about how it didn't work the last times (last week when i was napping) so i tried new things after ( Read more... )

so it's finally fucking christmastime

i had to actually wear a coat today and i just drank 2 glasses of eggnog. all is right with the world

i juts had the trippiest fuckinf dreams ever. i tried to take a short nap and now i'm more tired than ever and my body and mind are totally blown away ( Read more... )

i feel very wary. last night i just could not sleep. today i didnt have a chance to sleep until 5 and then i crashed and burned. i had a calzone at 4 that i thought was going to be a jamaican beef patty, and i really didn't want all that cheese. i've had acid in my throat for 2 or 3 days now. i think i'm supposed to eat some dinner now but i just ( Read more... )

One Last Try xXx: i do love santa clause ( Read more... )

i'm so sad. clinton was on my campus today giving speeches....and i missed it :'(

i'm so sad i couldn't go, i feel like crying. i <3 him sooo much ( Read more... )

somebody fix my camera