So, times have changed since July of last year... And i have too.

I am confused with life as usual...but i am happy for the most part. Im happy with my boyfriend. Im moving out. I have a strong job and am just trying to figure everything out.

California, was utterly amazing ( Read more... )

leaving for cali in the AM bitchezzzzzzzzzzz

So,latly...ive just been busting my ass at work durring the day, and going out at night ( Read more... )

So... im not sure what to do. and sadly, no one to talk to it about. but im having a good time so whatever.

im moving out, its muh goal. ive got some bills saved, and i think i can do it...

i hope i can do it...

i cancalled out on england due to...stuff ( Read more... )

who knew CO2 in the vag would be so...ouch.

So, i have....like i dont get it. i have the cnacer cells but they have not spread so they are using co2 and freezing it off in like a week or something. my migranes are so effin bad, and i dont think people get it...like every day for your head to pulsate and hurt...in the same spot fucking sucks. noise- light...all hurts my brain so much. im on ( Read more... )

why yes, the biopsey did hurt! they took 12 samples of my cells and i was told they are high risk cancer cells. But i get the full results friday. Boy, the human body sure knows how to piss me off.

i got a call monday from my doctor. he said i have to go back in a week and get ANOTHER biopsey, but this time its on my cervix! They said i have an abnormal test result that could be cancer...well they said they are cancer cells.so im scaredddd. theyre gana scrape it off and test it to see if it is or not ( Read more... )