SoOoOoOo a lot has actually happened in the past few weeks. ill back track ( Read more... )

having a hard time here.

ugh

It's weird. no matter how happy i try to make myself. And how busy i try to keep...i cant stop thinkng. and i cant stop getting migranes. Its pretty irritating.

Uhnm,school is over for five weeks which makes me muchoooo happy. now i can work a lot more and make a lotta money.....

anywayz....

Went to an Aiden concert with Ken and his brother and this girl...im thinking her name was Nicole. not really an Aiden fan but i went so i could see Kenny, which didnt even matter. He was being distant and weird. I was gettin pretty pisssed. So yesterday i broke up w him and i really just like blirted it out, then regreated it...but its to late now ( Read more... )

uhmm pretty uneventful week

i had to go to urgent care for my hand i just bruised my bones and cracked a piece of my knuckle...IM OAKY NO WORRIES. no more bloody knuckles for ATLEAST another week. >_uhm, i got mad at kenny today. and i thought we would just talk but it turned into this big thing and really got to me...idk, i feel like a complete ( Read more... )

Bloody knuckles last night ( Read more... )

i uh, need to stop giving in.

i need to care more for me and not someone else

i need to save

i need to be treated better

i need some cold meds and sleep.

i baught a mini laptop.

and i loooove it.

So it was my birthday.

i hate how birthdays have come down to a text or a comment....its just not the same... whatever im 19, nothing special really...

My migranes are returning, DAMN TUMOR!

I love this show Weeds, like...i watch it all the time.

buy this for me:

im at kennys.
hes sleeping.

hanson last night- SO GOOD. went w my cuz and this guy Robby from italy! major accent. hes cool.

Obama won. incase u didnt know.