its kinda weird, was invited to go to a little show tomorrow, was gonna go no questions asked, then i started thinkin, someone i know might be there, knowin them its either the stupid shit they would go to in a heartbeat or, wouldnt touch it with a ten foot pole, problem is i thought i really wanted to see this guy again sometime, maybe hang out, ( Read more... )

sooo, where to start, this weekend has been so fucked in so many ways, saturday was my little party which pretty much consisted of the regular crowd from the k-hole and a few new people, started out great, had a blast, went on a 3 hour hell tour with ben and had the time of my life, got home and things seemed to go to shit, got in trouble for ( Read more... )

if its not takin without askin or lost its fucking broken, so much tiny shit that is not important that just pissed me off to no end, it may be a tiny thing but it was mine and i fucking liked it! aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh

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haha im back home in london finally, only took me just over a month :s im so glad im back i missed it here even tho i loved being back at my parents it was a bit too long, so apparently theres gonna be a big shaker here saturday hahaha for my birthday or something except i dont know anyone whos comin haha, should be interesting anyway if it turns ( Read more... )

its weird how much can change without even knowing it, so the last two weeks were hard and sad but not for the very selfish reasons i thought just before i left, i complain to much about anything i can and it needs to stop, but it turned out well, surprise birthday, and i got to come home earlier then i thought which was a big sacrifice for some ( Read more... )

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i really just feel the need to lip off the darkness for a minute here, while i was gone i watched more much music then i would care to admit for lack of something better to do, i think its safe to say they are one of the all time worst bands ive heard, first off bodytards just rnt right in any form on anyone, spandex shouldnt even be part of an ( Read more... )

im leaving for two weeks tomorrow, short notice, i wont have a computer or anything so i probably wont talk to anyone for at least two weeks unless i have to stay longer, this is horrible, last night was one of the most scary experiences ive had, and going through it the way i did wasnt fun either, so i guess ill talk to everyone when i get back ( Read more... )

my biggest worry right now is getting a job, not to bad, things could be a lot worse i know, but right now what i want more than anything is to leave and not let anyone know about it, one of these days ill get the balls to leave, by myself or with someone else, im just tired of not being happy, i mean im not depressed or suicidal, but im just not ( Read more... )