friends only, for real this time, comment if you want to be added or dont have a lj and need the password (such as family)

i dont even know where to start, last night was one of the scariest experiences ive had so far ever, things shouldnt have to be that way, i feel a huge guilt over the choice i made but had i made a diff one id still feel extreme guilt for not making the choice i did make, that doesnt matter tho its anything but important, i dont even really know ( Read more... )

mmmmmmmmmmm cant sleep, actually i havnt tried yet but i dont think i would have been able to, been up mostly with aeryn while she does homework, poor thing basically had to pull two all nighters to get her work done, dont think i could have pulled it off, get to hang out with aeryn and scooter all day and then sunday im off to guelph for the day ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

i keep feeling myself lose sight of that moment as i slip back into depression, slowly but surely as i realize this is what my life has become and i hate it, i hate coming back to my apt because i know this is my home now, i know i can make this situation work but im also getting to the point where i dont know if i want to, i wish i was the type of ( Read more... )

so very home sick

i miss my stacy!

i honestly have nothing of importance to say here, but im bored, makin a cd but ive got to many songs so ill have to cut some haha how sad eh, i just got home yesterday from being at erins for 5 days, think ill live with her next year assuming ive found a job by then, damn fuck cock sucker shit, think im gonna go ALL over the place on tuesday ( Read more... )

FIRSTS ( Read more... )

its pretty cool when the format changes without you knowin about it....