Once again I find myself trying to figure out why I haven't updated this blog in a while. I know that writing journals and blogs and crap like that helps me. It is my own personal therapy and maybe I get better from writing this. There is one main problem though, my husband the moron forgot to pay the cable bill and we are left internetless once ( Read more... )

Why should I get upset over something so stupid? Why the fuck do I have to be so damn emo about it? I'm either pissed off, or so upset I am going to cry. Over some stupid contest, that I just had some stupid hope of winning. I work my ass off to do a good job, just me versus this other guy, and then out of the blue, last fucking minute, 3 people ( Read more... )

Just been an off day for me today... I don't know why... Just feel like something isn't quite right. Just a peice slightly off ( Read more... )

I have been talking to people from my past... and I may have found something that was missing. I don't know how to discribe it... it may be wonderful, but it could be disasterous. I am afraid...

I am so in the mood for some kick ass Linkin Park right now... I have no idea why but it just popped in my head and I turned it on and started jumping around my living room acting like a freak. XD Good thing I didn't wake my husband up he would have been mad at me.... hehe. I was tired earlier... now I am just up and hyper ( Read more... )

Man I am so tired. Put together the damn desk last night... well my husband put it together awefully slow... 2 and a half hours... if he let me help earlier it would have been done much quicker. We would have been able to go to bed earlier. I accidently slept in too late and missed the guy who was coming to fix the damn internet. Arg... I am late ( Read more... )

So... I have two people I loved within the last two years... it totally blows, and every freaking time I think about them I start tearing up. I don't want to keep crying over them, though I never really had a chance to mourn for each of them ( Read more... )

Yet another time I remember that I still have this... You know I think I am going to have to start using this more and more... I shall make it one of my home pages ( Read more... )

I remembered it again! And I am thinking to myself, "When did I write THAT?" Anywho, time to play a little more catch-up. I quit my job at Safeway because they pissed me off to no point. July 1st they call me in to work a 3 hour shift and then tell me I have to work an 8 hour shift when I already made plans for the day. Oh fuck that shit. There was ( Read more... )

Oh mah gawd. I sooooooo forgot I had this. XD And then a friend came over and we were talking about blogs and dumb shit like that and then I remembered. I kept thinking to myself "What was that website again?" And then it hit me. LiveJournal. My friend started laughing at me saying something about, "You actually had a live journal?" And I said yes ( Read more... )