-
(Untitled)
sometimes things happen in life that you dont understand. This is one of these moments. you ask yourself: why? what could i have done? why wasnt i there more? you beat yourself up and tear yourself down. you watch yourself and the people around you suffer. We are jealous and we should be happy for someone who has left this pitiful world to ( Read more... ) -
thinking too much, living too little
WHAT am i doing wrong?
WHY do i feel this way?
HOW did i get here?
WHY do i do this to myself?
WHY cant anyone stop me? -
how
do you handle a situation when someone/people talk about an activity and make fun of it, when its something that you do yourself. But you dont want people to know youre doing this activity...? lets not call it an activity, lets call it something that you do.?? and i feel like i need to tell someone, but i dont know who, how, or when. I feel ( Read more... ) -
my heart just sunk..
not a huge deal,
but seeing someone that you thought you had something with
walk in to fourth coast with another girl.
and you have to watch them get coffee together
and he hasnt talked to me in the past couple days
so now i think i know
that hes probably fucking her too.
end.
(or is that an exaggeration, because hes that kinda guy)
Why cant people just be ( Read more... ) -
this is so highschool....
but i love how people say they are your friend, act like they are your friend....
and then when a significant other or someone like that is around,
they dont even have the decency to say hi....
so are you my friend or not?
should i just act like i dont know you on any more than a acquaintance level???
-
horses, jumping, and flat
Tonite i had one of THE best lessons. I rode a new horse named Cinnamon. Hes the cutest thing ever. I love getting on a new horse and having to give it the trust to carry you and listen to what you ask.
I'm really sore right now, but it was well worth it. Jumping was amazing. We only did a line, but Rob gave me good praises for doing well.
He ( Read more... ) -
o dear
Friend sets me up on blind date ( Read more... ) -
bats
Ok so the other dream was about bats. it was kinda weird. It said that it was to symbolize uncleaness, demons, and annoyances. BUT, they also have a representation of letting go of old habits and that my current life doesnt suit me anymore. Its a sign of growth. I could also be entering blindly into a situation. (I felt that way yesterday ( Read more... ) -
Dreams
so, i've had a couple dreams lately..these dont happen very often. so i thought i'd look up what they meant because they both were quite strange ( Read more... ) -
i dont know what to do
about a lot of things ( Read more... )