I get to hangout with Jeff when i go home this weekend so that will be a good change of pace. and i have a whole list of shit to do given i finish studying for this damn psych exam. massive headache attack.

Aquarius January 20 - February 18 ( Read more... )

Some mornings i wake up and think that you are still just a phone call away ( Read more... )

apparently i suck at everything. i should ignore any good hearted impulse i have especially because i am the one that will end up hurt. i should stick to being a selfcentered, heartless bitch. i should not stage manage because i suck at that too. i hate feeling this way.

i really do need to stop hurting myself.

today was blah. it was one of those days where i just felt sad, no real reason, just sad. i miss a lot of things that used to be...

i am finally seeing that i was the one worth leaving

Just finished course request because i am a little neuritic about things like that and this is what i have signed up for next semester ( Read more... )

i need to learn to be more selfless. On another note i decided that i need to visit the following cities before i graduate as possinle places to do theatre: New Orleans, Boston, Atlanta, NY, Seattle. Also, i can't decide if i want to double major in english or art history? Well back to work, i have tech rehearsal tomorrow and i am so nervous.

i am really looking forward to my show being over. I totally underestimated the amount of work this small workshop production would need and didn't get an assistant so i basically don't sleep anymore. however, even though this show is wearing me thin and has a number of ncompetent people working on it, for which i have to pick up the slack, i think ( Read more... )

Recently Kim and i have been waking up at 7 and getting breakfast; it feels good to wake up early. Alchemy of Desire/Dead-Man's Blues goes up next week so there is no crazy st. particks day for me. So i have decided not to play intramural softaball because i want to sleep after my show. And i really don't have anything else to say but Kim is ( Read more... )