The cultural idea that "misery loves company" is actually a load of shit. The "misery" expressed in this instance is only vain and self-serving- sort of the "woe is me" complex that people use to fall back on. I have pity for people who feel the need to grasp on to this bullshit idea to excuse their actions (imagine how low their self-respect must ( Read more... )

i had the most amazing sex i have ever had in my life last night...that just needed to be declared

I currently have three jobs this summer: stage managing at the keegan, the robinson drama camp (that is July 10-21), and wating tables. I am currently working at two of the three and don't seem to be making money. I won't get paid for the keegan until after the show run and business at the restaurant has been slow. Seeing as how i am used to making ( Read more... )

I started working again on thursday. I forgot how much i hated my job but hey it's money. So Saturday i went to see Carolyn and Mrs. Pafumi in Bold Girls at the Keegan. Then hung out after the show and drank with the keegan crew and got to know some people. I am really excited about Picasso now. I have a meeting with pafumi tomorrow and then ( Read more... )

Went out and drank a bit on Friday; the first party i have gone to this semester due to stage managing alchemy. It was a lot of fun, though there were a lot of people missing. Christina and i bonded in losing beer pong. I spent a good amount of time later in the night out on the porch watching the lightning and talking to people. Saturday was an ( Read more... )

i got offered another professional stage management job today, unfortunately it is the same time as my commitment to the Keegan. I am going to double major in english and minor in philosophy, i'm excited about that. i realized that "gone" by ben folds was my life last year. I've been listening to a lot of ben folds lately. Kim and i went tanning- i ( Read more... )

i remember drives on 81 that brought joy, hopes, and love

Thursday night: Kim taught me how to use torrents so i downloaded music like it was my job and fucked up our bandwidth, cause i am awesome ( Read more... )

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that is what i have to say about my morning thus far. i hate people.

i want to be happy, with someone, again.

i am not sure if that is grammatically correct but until next time...

...just put a little vodka in your coffee.