why donest anyone comment on my journal anymore? its been two weeks now.

fuck life sucks. you try to go for something you want and it never works out no matter what you do. i guess i should of learned by now that if i ask a guy to do something it wont work out. so what if he said yes. it doesnt do anything if he cant go. im destined to be dateless. yeah i'll get a guy when i go to college, yadda yadda yadda but everyone ( Read more... )

15 minutes till tyler picks me up to go to megans. them and mary are gonna jam w their guitars and im just gonna.....sit there yay! i COULD bring my flute but first of all its broken and second of all it wouldnt sound right! some other stuff might happen tonite, not telling what unless it ends up happening. im not gonna jinx it. not now. not tonite ( Read more... )

this week is CRAWLING by. every day ive almost fallen asleep in every class and its only......THURSDAY, THE DREADED WORD. worst day of the week. but certain things have helped me get through it. good friends. good music. big thing--tyler got asked to join this band, byrd avenue. here is the link. so um....yay too much prom talk at school. its ( Read more... )

today started out as a crappy day. i was dead tired, had a pdm quiz, and i dunno...today was "blah" if you know what i mean. and then, raced out of the parking lot after school almost killing me and esther, getting home, shoving my work uniform on, and running back out the door was fun. then chugging a can of diet pepsi and shoving pretzels in my ( Read more... )

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im better from earlier. its amazing what having time to talk to w good friends can do to you, esther and megan its you! got some feelings sorted out. ok its good im going back to school. i wont dwel on certain "items" (megan, we had a long discussion about this tonite). i'll have more stuff to keep me occupied. im sad spring break's coming to a ( Read more... )

im really excited for tonite.yeah its just a movie nite w megan and tyler but....i dont know. it'll be funny to see how my mom behaves w a guy in the house.....though scott was here and she didnt act out of the ordinary. taking my sis to see the new scooby doo movie later. hopefully it wont be a flop, since its a sequal.


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wow. spring break's going really fast. btw im feeling a lot better than in the past 2 days cauz i gave up my pride and imed that boy, and things are better with us now, if there was a problem at all. anyway, yeah its already thurs. i dont want to go back but hey~just about 2 months till graduation. im suppossed to get my fafsa albany packet in the ( Read more... )

yawn. tired. got woken up at 8:30 this morning after going to bed at 2. sleeeeppppp. i'll take a nap soon. i'll need it unless i want to go to bed early tonite at the sleepover. so....yeah i have nothing else to say really. my tiredness is taking over haha.