tadaa this is the last entry on here! its time for a change. my new lj name is one_dark_star if you care to add me. if you add me i'll add you. lata :)

i want to apologize to everyone that i've been in contact w the past day. i've been acting like a bitch to everyone cauz of my own problems and i havent even considered how i've been treating my friends. i'll try to be better i promise. all i know is i have no right to be doing this. so im sorry to mindy, esther, jaclyn, tyler, and all work ppl for ( Read more... )

the whole world needs to go die.

i feel like shit again. i was alright while i was in ny right? well we hit ohio and i have a splitting headache and a sore throat. and to top it off mrs veith will be at school after all tomorrow and our lab group didnt finish the presentation today. blah kill me. so i guess the school thought i "skipped" school today. they never got my advanced ( Read more... )

happy easter. i think i've eaten so much today, i might as well of exploded. it'll be hard to get back on my diet. so yeah. we went to church today, and besides that ive been at my grandma's house all day, hanging out, eating, hangin with the fam. we're coming home tomorrow. which sounds good, i want to see everyone again even if its been only 3 ( Read more... )

im in ny right now. so far its been....ok. boring. lotsa music listening to. in attempt to make a post on the byrd ave site on my favorite bands, i've come up with this list ( Read more... )

going to NY tomorrow, ya know grandparents. like every major holiday. im kinda mad cauz i wont be able to go out with my friends this weekend or stay online till the wee hours of the morning but i guess thats ok. i miss my family. im just afriad that the only thing we'll all be talking about is college. thats all we ever talk about anymore and its ( Read more... )

i should be feeling pain cauz collin rejected me today right? not. actually i dont feel much pain for that. whatever, thats what i say. i am feeling pain cauz im catching this stupid cold. my head, throat and ear hurts, and i took ibuprofin and sudifed too. i should be sleeping but i wanted to go online and listen to some good music (my 3 july for ( Read more... )

why are guys such babies? esp the ones you THOUGHT were mature but really arent cauz they cant deal w something as studid as getting ASKED to a dance as FRIENDS?????

things are so fucked up right now. tyler doesnt want to talk to me. my father wont get off my back about working in the pharmacy when i dont even want to yet. i want the school to burn down. why cant anything go my way for once?