Holy crap guys. I finished all three emo game games. Im a loser with to much free time on my hands, but i did it, i finally pulled it off.

Hey guys. Haven't updated since the show. Not much to say. Spring break sux, lotta fighting, lotta yelling. Going tormorrow to rock out at marissa's with her and roger prolly, still gotta get the details straight and everything. Hope everyone is having a better time then me on spring break. I miss sabrina, i need someone with a fast car and wants ( Read more... )

Went to the counting john show tonight. It was great. No better feeling then jumpoin on stage and taking chris's mic. Saw bean there. I feel so worried about everything. I hate myself, I hate my heart, and I hate love. I want everything to end right now.itd be so much easier ( Read more... )

forget that, thought i found someone worth fighting for, and I get screwed. Life sux, cant get over her, and another certain midget. Well, most of my Xs, i never really got over, but them two the most. It sux, I hate it, and i want it to end. But whatever, my life is screwed, I just have to live through my life with my stupid heart.

I'm feeling better. Realized my x was really the reason for my bad feeling cuss she kept bring up the subject that everyone already knows about, so im leaving it dead and buried. I say screw it, my new girl is much better then her anyways. Im glad to have her by my side in a time like this. Love ya sabrina. N E wayz, ya, gtg to some stupid band ( Read more... )

nothing is going right in my life n e more and im prolly never gonna be able to be happy again.

This is so messed up, first of all, I am a totall wreck cuss of my stupid asshole ways, and now the girl I wanna be with, cant see her hardly ever cuss of my parents. My X now hates me and is lying to me about it. And my life is screwed to shit and back becuase of all this crap. I hate it. Someone, if your out there SHOOT MY FUCKING BRAINS OUT FOR ( Read more... )

Well, go back from the florida trip. Loving and hating it all in one breath. Life is in a downward spiral i cannot end. Death would be such a sweet ending to my ever present screwed up life. Nothing i do can ever save my wretched soul from the endless torment and hat i hold for myself now. I wish that for one passing second I could be happy again, ( Read more... )

Hey, this is me just testing out my new client, just bare with me and ignore this crap

Great times this weekend. First off, great show at the Grotto (Glenn, ur the best dude), neck is still sore from headbanging so hard. Then, saturday, went to the movies with kat, need I say more? Welp, now im starting this, cuss it seemed like i needed a blog. Im a nerd conformist, sue me. Jesus, i hated hearing the techtv people keep talking about ( Read more... )