I've always wondered what the exact definition of love was. Is it the trust and caring that goes on between two intimately involved people or is it just the feeling of security between two people or an entire group for that matter. I mean i love my best friends and they are the coolest group of people to ever walk the face of this earth and no ( Read more... )

looks like my happy train has crashed miserably into a wall...me and derick are still "dating" but once again its openly and we are both free to do as we please..im not sure why things started getting so wierd considering the relationship never changed..but what ever im way to busy to sit here and try to figure out guys...i just got off the phone ( Read more... )

its been a while but i finally achieved happiness im starting a new relationship with a wonderful guy which up until now has been on the down low to avoid the typical jinxing of the "love" lol as hannah says...but i went to see his band play well im watching his band play right now...they are good and of course 'ricks the best...i love you and you ( Read more... )

its more then 3/4 through the school year and only a month until my 17th birthday i have no idea why im soo happy about this nothing special is gunna happen with in or after that month but i guess it gives me a little something to look forward to. and then in less then a month im going for a weekend with my friends to orlando for a fun filled ( Read more... )

"its like being trapped behind a big steel door that no one else can see its like being unexplainable to everyone else but me or just lost and cunfused in an unknown place with out the slightest bit of vatility..this is exactly what it feels like when your down and out and no where in between ( Read more... )

not alot has been happening ive just been in between relationships and hookups and im still getting nowhere with the people i wanna be with soo in a nutshell my life sux....while my friends are away in maine for spring break im going to be home working my ass off doing different meaningless jobs to get a little money im also planning to finally get ( Read more... )

im a bad bad bad person instead of being happy for all my friends having someone im a bitch and ill i can do is snap and yell and cry a whole fucking lot while i sit on the grass and try as hard as i might to feel relaxed while watching the stars it was working too until i looked to my right and saw 2 friends making out then to my left another 2 ( Read more... )

ive been soo lonely lately my little sidekick is in key west and ive missed her terribly..tear..tear...but the good part is that she comes back later on today..hurray hurray......this weekend wasnt as bad as i thought it would be friday i got outta school early and ordered me some pizza and attempted toto do my math homework ...needless to say i ( Read more... )

this is my life in a nut shell ( Read more... )

Happy 18th bitchday to lizz..or woops thats supposed to be birthday but i guess youve been a bitch for 18 years too soo we shall celebrate that too...woohoo...you made it now you can sleep with whoever you want..lol...i feel so young now...

well i just wanted to make lizz knew i didnt forget her birthday...

and i love you jojo

adious