because because because ( Read more... )

when you come around ( Read more... )

Hmm. I haven't posted anything in a little while. Meh, I've been busy. But I have a list for you ( Read more... )

So last night at work, I got to talking to a friend of mine briefly. I mentioned how the above quote (courtesy of John Lennon) is sort of my mantra. This led into the topic of how from 20 to the age of 23 I desperately wanted to be pregnant. I had misconceptions that it would be easy and that it would fill a void in me. After being dumped countless ( Read more... )

so tonight i am a bummed brenna. this is not out of the ordinary, but things are becoming more and more apparent. the pressure is building and i am moving closer and closer to an eruption. if i don't wrestle these demons now, i'll end up succumbing and all will be lost. its a well known fact i am lonely and have no social life and no friends. ( Read more... )

I had just kissed him for the first time that evening before ( Read more... )

I have the cutest and most adorable daughter on the planet, hell in the whole universe. This is true and everyone everywhere is more than a little well aware of it. Today she has on a green Rolling Stones shirt, brown pants and ballet flats. It doesn't get any cuter than that. On top of being so undeniably beautiful, she is also a funny and ( Read more... )

Have you ever had a night where you just feel really shut out? Just completely boxed off, unnoticed, stuck ( Read more... )

So, yes. Yes. I figured I would just journal while the little demon I call my daughter is asleep. 99.9 % of the time, I feel very very left out from the my peers. For good cause, too. While they are out drinking, partying, shopping, and generally acting like kids, I'm working, and reading, and writing, and baking, and raising a kid. I guess ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here in, oh i don't know, close to two years!! i was a different someone then. This is obvious by my username. Punkrockbrat. I could vomit, literally, vomit when I see that up on the screen. What was i thinking? Could I have been any dorkier? Did I honestly, truly, really think I was cool with that kind of name. I can see ( Read more... )