well i can empathize with you on the whole mother drinking and making a scene thing. my mother decided to do the same thing at a restaurant, this time telling me about how my father wanted her to have an abortion with each and every one of us. now, how is that supposed to not fuck me up? it was one of many traumatizing scenarios i've endured as of late. i wouldn't feel too bad about the lack of faith in humanity. the thing is, as long as you have given it up, the more apt you are to be surprised by people when they don't let you down. rare as that is. still, i'm in the same boat. i think i've matured immensely and can let things go and accept people, but it leaves me with few confidants other than a journal and pen. its really just lack of depth in others that forces me into quasi-solitude.
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i wouldn't feel too bad about the lack of faith in humanity. the thing is, as long as you have given it up, the more apt you are to be surprised by people when they don't let you down. rare as that is.
still, i'm in the same boat. i think i've matured immensely and can let things go and accept people, but it leaves me with few confidants other than a journal and pen. its really just lack of depth in others that forces me into quasi-solitude.
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