Sara Ebbs 1/15/06 ( Read more... )

trust me.
im a fuck up. blinded by my wants, and the wants of other cute boys.

ahh the use of overused rotten words are overflowing from certain someones mouth. what is all of this? .. am i distant or are you fake? .. does this feel good to put my feelings out? .. you wont see anyway. im past all the artsy fartsy bullshit. just raw feelings now. hmm .. fun fun. im done with chances, im done with pretending. .. im done with ( Read more... )

hmm..
i had this bad dream, about this pretty boy. in the wrong house of a different boy. i woke up feeling used, and nasty. She wouldn't like it.. and it hurt at the time. ill be brief and say i hope my thoughts stray far away from those kinds of dreams. .. they hurt everyone. im alone, and distant.. with dreams and fantasy's that make me feel

one night we layed together. he took my hand and layed it flat on your bare chest. "can you feel my heart beat?" worrying that i would kill the moment i stopped, listen and whispered. "no." he reached over in the lightly lit room and placed his hand where my heart would be underneath layers of skin. and he replied back in a whisper, " i can't feel ( Read more... )

my favorite day of the summer is coming. .. prolly going to be ruined. WOOO FUCKIN HOOO!

blah blah blah i suck blah blah blah you suck. blah blah blah .. i shouldnt have to be the one to apologize, but i am the bigger person. hahhah fuck it.. hate me.

eh,
i havnt changed im exactly the same. you just know more now. and if you dont like it i tried to warn you. YOUR DISTROYING ME!you break me down untill theres nothing left for me to hide.. ill be squished and you turn around and look back all the time and take a step toward me for fun. .. i can see it now.. fuck itt.

sorry i didnt have my

slept over Woodrow's house. It was bliss. he's amazing. I'm ecstatic.how do these things fall into place like this. I'm so scared of him he could be the one to make or brake me. i love him. every time he talks he just further amazes me. he's such an extraordinary person and i love everything about him. I love those freckles on the bridge of his ( Read more... )

some people are just so fucking annoying.. and think they are.. just so fucking smart.. p.s. THEY HAVE NO COMMON FUCKIN SENSE! Dont get me worng i love these people but jelousys got tha best of me.. and i wish they would just slip and .. die??.. o well ill get over this. IM WITH THERESE!