so your back home ( Read more... )

i have never felt so horrible ( Read more... )

ive never been so close to giving up on everything.

i feel as though nothing matters..

that no one is really cares..

i feel emo..

but ive quit everything besides my job..and even that i just want it to end.

i dont want to exist anymore.

i just want everything to be done.

im sick of life and everything it keeps throwing at me...in a violent

im so fuckin confused...

i dont want to stop talking to you...but you fuckin hurt me and you didnt listen to you when i said no.

fuck..

i want to cry.

you made my fucking week...last night was great...and super cute....thanks for the best date ive ever been on

<3

dun dun dun..the i hate men saga continues...mainly from creepy stalker dudes...who is most likely reading this and comes to see me at work...but whatever ( Read more... )

so i got a myspace and i decided to check the dicks..and then i looked at the pictures and i realized that almost all the pictures on there i had given him and then i looked a little more intensly and realized that i had been in most of the pictures with his family and from prom and just some of us...i was so pissed off..i fuckin hate him..i wish i ( Read more... )

well everyone..my spring break is fun...i got my nips pierced didnt really hurt...but last night i was fortunate enough to hang out with louie for two hours and go to a purse party all in one day (yesturday ( Read more... )

well its valentines day and im hanging with sarah and having a party...this is actully the best v day i have ever had ...well its better than last year when matt got me a fuckin hamster ball and thats it...fuck it....

anyways....

weekend off!!!!

hanging with stephanie???

getting my nips pierced??

.....

i fucking hate men....i fucking hate them...matt was telling my adorable blonde friend megan that he loved me and cared about me and then he was like well i should tell you that im seeing someone..megan being cute and whatnot was like you should tell holly shes going to want to know..and matt was like cant you tell her it would hurt me way to much ( Read more... )