tonight was unsatisfying yet perfect at the same time.
except that I'm returning to the computer now instead of sleeping.
I should have turned this fucker off hours ago before I left.

suffice to say, the vitality of life continues.

what a relief.

I first got this screen name when I was 15. I used it for everything, but I first got it because I needed to be at least 18 years old to join some sites and I was not. thats why the 18 at the end. also, I thought I was a punk rock girl. *sigh ( Read more... )

Portland, OR. here I am.
bedtime at dawn, breakfast at 7pm.
Will's lifestyle, Will's home.
intoxication, french toast, bright lights, fake gun noises, dirt.
incoherence.
beauty and lost souls.
curiosity...?

enough.

I have spent the last several days in Portland... there is so much to say about it all I cant even begin. thats ok though ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in Will's house. I am skimming thoughts and wandering off the edge of my conscious again and this post might wander a bit ( Read more... )

I am standing in the library in Humboldt State University. I'm not exactly sure why I decided to come in and post on this computer... I guess proof that my trip is underway. last night I slept in a rest area a few miles north of Willits; tonight I will sleep in Arcata, CA and then I will travel up the coast to Portland, OR. I should get there on ( Read more... )

I am about to leave on a trip around the US ( Read more... )

its been a long time since I did any writing. two of my instructors and my friend Phil have said to me, "you must be a writer because..." to which I reply, "no, I never write." oh... thats weird ( Read more... )

alright.... I'm checking in ( Read more... )

that the last thing I posted wasn't the essay I intended to post. I have updated it on the original post.

I often think about posting here, but considering I just now noticed that a post from March 10th was incorrect, I probably wont ever get around to updating.

this means of communicating has lost its value to me and this journal feels like a