just to waste time, I went through and read everything I've ever posted. I wish I wrote more, and I need to figure out how to put my rehab posts in here, btw anyone who doesn't know. The only reason I survived was cause I had a makeshift LJ in Portland, that plus Charlie andthe peppermint ice cream pulled me through. Anyways, I haven't been home ( Read more... )

i need a real person to talk to. cause the only people i tell everything to are Richard and Carter , and they both kinda take offense if I talk about the other, but as the only two people i tell everything to, it's hard not offending them. whatever though. I wanted to tell brianna first cause i should kinda but instead im posting here, cause i feel ( Read more... )

What does this mean ( Read more... )

Man Beaten, Stabbed To Death Over Pot ( Read more... )

Fight over drugs blamed for stabbing death in Bonney Lake ( Read more... )

this thing is acting all funny and im not really motivated to write more but i dont write alot so i think i should. umm, well this weekend was alright, i wish i hadn't slept so much cause it msade the whole weekend f'ed up. On friday night i went home and got in a fight through the door with Melinda, she wouldn't let me in so i eventually walked ( Read more... )

well, the people who read this know that i'm back already (obviously) but not it's been documented. rehab was insane, being there, i thought i hated it, I'd freak out adn have really scary panic attacks every couple days. I wanted to come home so bad. But hten right before i left i met Charlie and we got so close right away. When I meet people who ( Read more... )