jen, i will probably end up doing that soon, i only get like 1 day off a week so let me figure it out but sounds lika plan
and wally holy hell this is beyond ridicilous, come drink a beer ive been wishing for the same simple wish everyday

and i feel very alone.

what am i supposed to do now?

you'd think i know....

going back and forth with being perfectly happy and insanely confused/edgy. i think it's working. i dont know whats going on. i wish i knew i wish, i wish.

whatever is coming is creeping up on me.

p.s. i won't be here valentines day...going to vegas, thats a good thing right? pffffttttt

working on it

i love my mom

and im gonna punch my sister in the face

broken car. dead dog. super sick. phones halfoff. bank hates me.

and right as i was putting more conscious effort into fixing things.

high five for me. imago sleep/work my week away.

wish me luck

just so you know.

entire year.
i got nothing.
fuck and i thought things were going so good.
well im retarded as we now know.

just figured id document my misery.

I want somebody who sees the pointlessness And still keeps their purpose in mind I want somebody who has a tortured soul some of the time I want somebody who will either put out for me or put me out of misery or maybe just put it all to words and make me say, you know I never heard it put that way make me say, what did you just say? I want somebody ( Read more... )

still waay too busy, hopefully things will slow down soon. i wish i could not work, for like, a weekend, two whole days sounds so amazing you dont even know. but now that ive said that, things will get effed up and ill end up doing nothing for weeks on end, i can see it coming ( Read more... )

heres hoping....

yae to life.

got my car back, what now. gots a phone finally, catching up. got hired at rei also. k im done felt like saying that. cool points for me