disappointed in myself, im not sure what is all my fault...im aware of what i can control in life and i admit im probably being hard on myself. but idc, im going to be anyways. trying to make everyday spetacular is hard work. i wanna just do nothing sometimes, but that time is over. i have far too much unfinsihed business. the closer to haloween it ( Read more... )

retarded

the end

it did not write that in 2009, that is a fallacy, i dont feel like fixing it but its gonna make my shit fucked forever so deal with it. p.s. i fail at doing what i want, wanna trade lives for a day or two? i hate doing nothing until i go to work and by the time im off no body wants to do anything and have all peaced out wtf is that? its gay thats ( Read more... )

see wally brown, it is my goal before work. cross your fingers here i try. everyone else. coem visit me i work all night

all kinds of ridiculousness. i woke up one day and went to hang out...never went back home, i cant even begin to handle the stuff happening in that house, so im out, cant handle two lives and two familes at the same time, and its horrible to say maybe but i know what family cares more about me. i chopped my finger off at work, they said ots gonna ( Read more... )

guys, im tired. can i have a week where there's not hardcore shit to handle? so if anyone wants to have a nice easygoing time, call me up. it's long overdue.

p.s. yea jen, i meant wally. i need more badass and whos more badass? and owen....imna call you tomorrow when im off okie?

i miss all my friends.

the ones i never get to see anymore.

if this might be you.....talk to me, lets catch up. serious. waaay serious.

someone in cali should call me...or answer his phone. move back already

im nuts, and you are all crazier then me. where to go what to do, i dont even know gah! of and on if been really upset in a tiny way, i love my life, and my friends, but this snails pace is just not working for life, i gotta get stuff. i want to have direction, and that im sorely lacking...i need like 10 more hours in a day, which i would spend on ( Read more... )

and i promise, after recovery and some sleep, with work spread thinly between it all ill put in the time for some serious updating, and pictures, i have lots a lovely nerw ones for your pleasure.... kisses everyone