to gather my life together, i know whats important... ithink, i really need 'things' like stabilty, a bank account with actual money in it, like savings you know or whatever they call that stuff normal ppl have. and a job, not a gay stupid job, a real job. im happy i went to alkaline trio last night and it was amazing. hmm lets add car to that list ( Read more... )

life=confusing
people=source of it all

hmmm well im exhausted, but im happy.
that counts right?
.35 steps closer to my goal

does someone want to start making my decisions for me? that would be neat, cause im tired of everything i think about, someone should just pick up were i left off and wrap up all my ends for me

you suck at calling people back.....i wanna talk to you dammit.
don't talk sooo much shit about my cards, they are telling me the same shit you are.

Situation: Strength ( Read more... )

its unfortunate

i hate feeling things.
whats going on?
you dont know, i know even less.
trust me.

y cant I just give up already, you would think i would.

on an entirly different note, i just heard from wiz (Wally brown himself) that he will be back before the end of the month.
that is neat.
he's one of my favorites.

The Long List of Quotes ( Read more... )

i love my life as of now. freaking good streak of like 4 or 5 days. the best ever. kinda. in a very simple way. i need more money its a particular someones birthday today. that is neat.hmm i got a kiss that was wonderful and that is all for now, journal, i promise u more details later.

dunno what to do with my life.... i wonder i wonder i wonder i wish i knew........

ill keep you posted.

o yea and carter, get your ass over here again i miss you too much like 23567654 times a day

so im homeless again, but at the same time not really, i was so upset when it all happened, i ran straight to nick and eD, lately they've become closer to me then i realized. but they have let me crash here until i need i guess, i cook for them and clean up after the weekends, it doesnt bother me at all, but i'm very grateful for friends such as ( Read more... )

i keep saying that cause its so funny to me. i went to my dads today, even funnier, jesse and silis came with, they were my backup, it was rad. xmas sucks but benji made dinnerpretty much and we had tufurkey, it was wonderful, more christmassy then its felt all day, lil girl gave me a sparkly sticker, i was happy. mmmmm i love my friends, we are ( Read more... )