How retarded can I be.....

[punkshicka]

I think I just screwed up my friendship with the only guy (thats not gay) here at S&M. I deserve to feel wretched and to hate myself. I deserve to be rejected. I want to cry but the tears just wont come. They are there waiting, on the verge to stream but I can't allow myself to let them fall. I feel so ashamed. I can't believe that I would think

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[frozensilver17]

You know me, girl. I'm full of positivity, joy, and happiness. But at this point in time, after the convo we just had, the only comment I can post is...

ditto.

but you'll live, and grow, and prosper, and time heals, and God is good, and trouble don't last always...

*continues rambling*

I love you.

Inspiring

[punkshicka]

Derek, I may be a fag hag, but damnit I love you most. I love you because you understand me, and we have that connection that only good friends can have. I hope that life looks up for the both of us. For now we have our friendship and that is most important, friendship's last were as relationships may be faulty. I love you so much.
Your friend,
Sonja

Re: Inspiring

[frozensilver17]

you're MY fag hag.

Love,
Derek