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Life is so unsatisfying
During the day...I'm fine. I'm happy enjoying time with my new friends. They bring out the weirdness I used to have when I was a kid. I love joking around, and creating inside jokes. But then reality sets in when the clock strikes 3pm. I know at this time..I'll be waving goodbye to a close friend of mine, and taking that lonely ride back to Dorine ( Read more... ) -
My whole world turns black
I hate even more now. Who couldve known today would be the day I'd break into a million pieces. I cried my eyes out so hard they nearly popped out of my head. I feel like shit. Blah blah "Its always about you"...Yeap. That tiny little sentence fucked itself inside my head, and nearly wiped out my trains of thought. I was nearly destroyed by that ( Read more... ) -
So this is me
Here I go...yet again feeling sorry for myself. I star fights, because I cant end the one thats inside my head. I need a reason to be mad so I pry it out of the mouths of other people. Tell me something you hate about me! Give me a reason to hate myself. So I have a reason to feel sorry, and depressed. Sometimes I feel like I ( Read more... ) -
The hole in my heart gets deeper
Why do I cause you so much pain ( Read more... ) -
Very Nice
Say the words to me... why dont you? Because you cant? well i never said you couldnt.
Interupt? As do u. Not saying its right... never did... it hurts reading these journals... i dont know why i do, i guess to see how u truely feel. -
Enemies
It gets worse everyday. We dont look at each other with the same spark as we used to. Now that we're together, it was better off when we were apart. We find ways to annoy or anger each other, and we push out teachings and beliefes. Everything said between us, is known just by looking into our face. Will our love result in hate? Or will ( Read more... ) -
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that made me sad. Hm -
never knows best
Nothing I do is right. And everything I do wrong is the outercovering of my sensetivity ( Read more... ) -
SHITHEAD MOTHER FUCKING TURTLE
So u know how i feel? Like SHIT ( Read more... ) -
Das Right Sexy
Andrea: You're hot
Me: You make me hotter
Andrea: wanna do it?
Me: what do i get outta it?
Andrea: Big Ben
Me: who is that to me?
Andrea: Someone not to be triffled with
Me: I see...