Okay the note Walter gave me was not about forever. But it was good. I was happy and I'm glad to be with him... but I did bring up the forever thing. And I wrote my paper for English about young people who promise their hearts to a forever ( Read more... )

I just took a test for 2nd block and I did bad. Real bad...I feel a little bit better today. But not super great. I'm checking out at 1:30. I can't wait. I want to go home and sleep. Walter is stopping by today after work. He has a note for me and he says that I will like it. So I'm excited about that. I wonder what it says ( Read more... )

I am home again today.I'm going to the doctor later. I was sick last week and I never got over it all. I felt like crap this morning. I didn't even have my voice. I had to call Walter on his way to work and I had a hard time talking to him. I've missed 5 days of school so far. And you can only miss 6 a semester. The 1st semester doesn't end until ( Read more... )

Okay, I actually ended up going and getting some more sleep. I needed it. I was more tired than what I thought I was. Walter is at home. He doesn't like not working right now. Since he banged up his car he needs money to fix it and not working means no money. Maybe I should just get him money for Christmas. I'm honestly sort of thinking about it. ( Read more... )

Okay no school for me today. But stupid Montgomery county decided to close us AFTER I got on the bus. So we found out we were closed after we had picked up everyone else. So we had to turn around and take everyone home. I can't go back to sleep now. I'm waiting for Walter to text me and tell me if he's off work. I'll write more later.

I wish David would listen. I love him but god...why can't he listen ( Read more... )

Walter came over tonight. We had a good time. We watched the movie Crash. It was good. A little weird. Lordy...I have this empty feeling in my stomach. I love Walter, I really do. But I miss him and I hate myself. I hate myself becaue I get mad at him and others for the most stupid reasons in the world. I hate myself because of who I used to be: ( Read more... )

Walter is acting strange tonight. I guess he's just tired. But still I am worried. I wish I would stop being so worried all the time. Life would be a lot easier. But how do people not spend every hour of every day worrying their butts off? I wish I knew ( Read more... )

The show last night went great. Walter was kick ass. His whole band was kick ass! Oh man! Everyone loved them! And it was awesome. I hung out with Krysta, Gunther, Nick and CJ the whole time. I met the famous, "Pop Tart". lol. No, he's cool. I liked him a lot. I actually talked to Erica. She's Justin's girlfriend. I used to be too shy to talk to ( Read more... )

I realized last night that forever is a long time. Last night was bad for me and Walter. Not bad, just awkward. I felt like a dork. Okay, me and Walter have been together for 7 months and I do know that most likely we won't be together forever. Yes, I do hate to say this. And I wish with all my heart we would belong to eachother forever but the ( Read more... )