yea its been a while, i hardly update this anymore, even though its so much better then xanga, even though it might not seem like it, i do love my LJ, i havent been up to much anyway, just chillin with people, warped your is this friday, carolyn comes home wednesday, i go away the 12th, i really want this school year to start so i can get it over ( Read more... )

if im not good enough for myself how can i be good enough for someone else ( Read more... )

i wish now that i went to wcu music camp, i should have, when your there no one knows your background and you can be anyone, even if that is still just me, its nice to start with a clean slate, there were so many cool people there, however many kids chillin in the dormroom late at night, and we all have something in common, we all love music, and ( Read more... )

"if you fall down enough well soon enough you will find hell"

why did i even try?

so i just got back from new york, first time driving on a highway, i drove from PA home, it was exciting, and now my top speed has gone from 55 to over 75, that was fun/interesting, i had a good time, got in a few fights with my mom over nothing, just some me aparently being miserable and not knowing it, but ne way, my first time in new york city, ( Read more... )

yesterday was just crazy ( Read more... )

im tired a lot, it sux, ive been leaving the house a lot recently which is exciting, salvos grad party and heathers pool party, exciting, today i went to the mall with andrea, josh, and andreas little brother, it was weird to not have carolyn there, but she had guitar lesson and hair cut so i thought shed be busy or we wouldnt get her home ontime ( Read more... )

so i didnt actualy make this thing private, i just havent updated, and i wasnt going to make it private because of any certain people really, but ne way, i just got back from england, im so glad to be home, so very very glad, i missed my phone and the computer, but this is going to be short because its 4am there and i have been up for a long time, ( Read more... )

im makin this whole thing private