soo.... right about now im wishing i wasnt a pessimist, and that not everything will go wrong eventualy, but everything is bound to go wrong, and im a pessimist, and its that thinking thats keeping me here

2nd update in one day, so i went to the mall with carolyn, it was fun, got cards and a gift for my mom, im proud of myself, yet also mad at myself cause i got soda with dinner, and i shouldnt have, cause i gave that up, but whatever, ill just have to remember before i drink it next time, o well, went bra shopping, i got a pretty cool new one, not ( Read more... )

so no ones online other then jeni, and im excited, so im anouncing that i got my permit on here, YAY!! i got one question wrong cause i misunderstood the question, but its all good, there was a hot guy who passed after me, very sexy, lol, got there at 8, i was like 10th in line, was out of there by 910, its all good, cept the like place where if ( Read more... )

so today was a good day, cept forgeting that i had a test in bio, and not doing so great on a math test, which josh had the same test, worth half as much, as a take home test! so not fair, but ne way, whatever, i got some great things today, pillow cds dvds shirts money, its all good, and my friend from band camp remembered that it was my birthday ( Read more... )

so this is my last night as a 15 year old, its no longer "15 year old who is about to give me a hand job- on board" sorry inside joke i guess, it was funny to me, but ne way, this weekend was really cool, and i have more hopes for my birthday this year, actualy i had a great weekend, which im really happy about, cause its been a while since i had a ( Read more... )

today was a complete waste, woke up at 930, played 1080 for a while, then did nothing, then went out to do errands with my mom, it sucked basically, talked with carolyn for a while, she cried and laughed at the same time, interesting, but that got old after a while and nothing was left to say and we had no where to go, spent my night doing nothing ( Read more... )

to whoever left the comment....
you werent the coolest freshman...stop thinking so highly of yourself. your not as great as you think.

fuck you asshole

this morning i didnt have to go to church, but i woke up to my mom treatening my dad with living in a hotel on weekends if something wasnt done to fence in our yard that day, so now in part of our yard we have like a 5 foot cage kinda, just tall wire stuff blocking a section off so the dogs can go in and out as they please, then i had a flute ( Read more... )

so today sucked, went to jazz band, did that whole thing, personaly i played bad and that makes me feel really bad cause it makes me feel like i let everyone down, on the first song in like the 2nd measure i looked up to see the conducting and i completely forgot what i was doing, 2nd song was fine cause i dont play vibes, and 3rd song i drew a ( Read more... )

for some reason i cant wait to start the composition project for theory, mine wil probably suck anyway, although when i had to write a song for flute and play it at a flute recital a lot of people said that it was one of the best or most enjoyable ones whatever, half day tomorrow, bio, jap, trig, shouldnt be that bad, then ill probably spend my ( Read more... )