My Nana Died this morning.

so i lost the promotion at work. at first i was very upset, the more i thought about it i felt angry. The more i realize it I'm fine with it. i think i take on to much responsibility. I know what I'm doing with my job and i can relax more and not worry about it. The only issue i have is with the one they promoted just because i think i will ( Read more... )

i better hear back from Donny today....i just need to know if i get the promotion or not. it's getting on my nerves not knowing. my new puppy is doing well. he chews everything but he is getting better at not doing that. not much has happened lately. I've been in and out of being depressed the last couple of weeks becuase I'm not working as much so ( Read more... )

i realized for someone who loves being in committed relationships i have a really hard to being close to people. i don't tell anyone everything.i tell people things i think they will except or handle. i feel very scattered becuase f this.

so i cleaned my room yesterday which means i found tons of things that i thought i had lost forever. one of those things was my senior yearbook. so i sat down and was flipping through it. i was amazed that i remembered so many faces yet i never talk to half of the people. it was weird. i also saw what my boyfriend at the time had wrote.....just ( Read more... )

i got my new cell phone today...it's pretty and purple! i am super excited ( Read more... )

so last week was the one year anniversery of my grandmother....that wasn't as super bad as i thought it was going to be. i cried like almost every night....got somewhat depressed during the middle of the week and missed class. i went to the grave thursday and i cried there but i felt better being there. it was like oh if i really miss her i can ( Read more... )

freaky i'm going to be 21 in a week.....AHH!!

plans:
1/10
out to dinner with the rents and joe then out with stef,brett,billy
1/11
no plans yet....might have to work
1/12
out to grand china with some friends!!
9/17
Changed the date of my birthday so that way i can celebrate it with my friends when they turn 21!!!

oh how

I finished my first semester of college finally....like finished all my classes!! yae me!!! the year might end on a good note this year.....

sooooooooo 2 weeks of class's left my last final is the 21st........between class's and work i'm super dead tired. today i have class all day 10:45-3:30 then work 4-11......honestly i thought i would be saying how i don't get enough hours at kohls but man i never thought 28 hours would be to much. i'm pretty sure i told them i only wanted like 15- ( Read more... )