Once again, I have neglected this piece of shit journal. *sigh* No one reads it, no one cares...even I'm starting not to care, but I still love doing surveys from time to time. There's something wrong with me haha ( Read more... )

Thinking back on my choice of the subject.....I sort of wish I had the strength to believe in god. Well, I actually I feel that's more like ignorance...but anywho, believing in god would be really beneficial for someone like me, who has a limited amount of people to talk to about everything. As of late, I have more or less lost a piece of myself. ( Read more... )

yes. i must say i am so thrilled to see dave's face like once a fucking week. even though i don't see him because i hide out in my room. which is working out now, because i'm drinking and BLASTING music in my ear. it's pretty great actually. i feel like i used to when i enjoyed things by myself. i really do prefer it that way ( Read more... )

yes, it's true, i procrastinate way too much and i should be studying right now but instead i am wasting time because it makes me feel better.

survey 1134

Groups on Facebook, bold if you agree.

1. I wait for someone else to turn their test in so I don't have to.
2. I love people who walk like they're on a mission.
3. Stopping the microwave ( Read more... )

survey 1133

1.When was the last time you watched the Real World?:
i hardly ever watch that because i hate that show and all the people on it are FAGGOTS

2.Do you often drink?:
i'm drinking right now!! =D

3.How about smoke?:
noooope, i quit!

4.Who was the last person to text you?:
john. i think.

5.What did they say?:
i don't know. i'm not ( Read more... )

survey 1131

Are you ready for a long survey that actually has some new questions?
otay!

Are you on birth control?
yup yup

Can you commit to one person?
absofuckinglutely

What is the best class in school?
this semester that would have to beee - drug addiction

Are you a mean person?
i can be *smirk*

Has a guy/girl sat on your bed before?
yes, ( Read more... )

my throat still hurts. i need fucking money. i need to study. i can't do either because i can't fucking drive. if i ad known it would be this intense, i would've gotten it done over the break. ...ok, no, i wouldn't have, because i love my breaks and cherish them so very much and i probably wouldn't have been thinking of my tonsils at all because i' ( Read more... )

ohhh yeah. getting my tonsils out was a-w-e-s-o-m-e, awesome! just kidding, it sucked, there's 2 large holes in the back of my throat so fuck that. i really hope i lose weight from not eating. but with my luck i probably won't. that was probably the worst thing about moving into the apartment was gaining like 20 lbs. and it really sucked with des ( Read more... )

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Sometimes I really wonder why the hell I can't just disappear from reality for awhile. Life would be pretty cool if you could just get away from problems every now and then. Then again, people would never fucking do anything and just run away from shit constantly. Ahh well...I have sort of had this problem lately where no matter what kind of person ( Read more... )