I don’t know why it is so, but all I can do is find myself thinking about you. I knew something was off this morning when you did not immediately text me or get in touch with me. When you said goodbye, so many emotions rushed to the surface. And I find myself having a hard time keeping it under control. I want to scream, break down and cry… tell ( Read more... )

i hope i get this god damn job.

it's going to be strange having to shift my focus from you to me,
i know it's needed, but it's just so hard.
i can't just fall out of love with you
and that's not what i want at all.

My relationship with tim is similar to beauty and the beast… not exactly, but to an extent. Tim is a wonderful guy. He has his shit straight. I view him as one of the most beautiful lifeforms to ever enter my life. He is a selfless creature, caring, loving, and at the same time, doesn’t need anyone and can rely on himself. He is the epitome of ( Read more... )

Why am i twenty years old and still not allowed to go out for a night and come back? Why is it that I can't be my own fucking person when i'm living here? i can sure try, but its just so stunting. the only things i can resort to are things that will keep me sane and straight. i'm fucking just happy that i have a book to read, so i can get lost in ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while, so I thought I might as well put some time and effort into it ( Read more... )

new layout. i owe photo credit to ennil @ deviant art.

I remember ages ago when I was at my treatment center, I could never sleep ( Read more... )

most happy I have been in quite some time.

life is good. 

wow...

i'm definitely the happiest i've been in quite some time.