there is nothing in adrenaline ( Read more... )

things are no good. i have entered a blue period. i am hiding one of the most major events of my life from virtually everyone. i can't get enough sleep. there is a creeper at work that won't stop staring at me. and i think i'm losing R. things are not good.

it has been unusually long since i've posted. years. i should probably not bother, but i doubt anyone will read this anyhow, so why not ( Read more... )

I haven't used this in forever. So I'm reading more Bukowski and I think my openness is slipping. I love him, I do. And I love that he's vulgar, distasteful, honest and uses the word "cunt" quite often; but some of it is too gross and too honest and that makes me sad. Two years ago I would have laughed out loud but now I roll my eyes. I'm ( Read more... )

I took the "Which West Wing senior staff would you be" quiz and I'm Sam. Which is sweet cuz Rob Lowe's hot and he gets to sleep with a prostitute unknowingly-which has always been one of my goals. YEAH WEST WING ( Read more... )

SNOW DAYS! Thank the snow and ice gods. I am so happy there is no school today. It saves me from my devil class and evil internship where unexplained pictures of little monkeys exists. I must now retire to my bed chamber to sleep off the rest of this hangover so that many-many hours later I can focus on African countries. Let me add that Africa ( Read more... )

i have to learn all of the african countries and lakes and rivers and islands. i am so unfamiliar with this stuff. how did african geography never get taught to me! GEEZ :)

It's the first day of spring semester, and you're thinking, " OH MY GOD, that's SO horrible," and you're right, except it gets worse. I was supposed to have a museum internship and I don't. All museums already have an intern or didn't need one this spring. Which would have been fine had I known this to begin with, but the prof. in charge of my ( Read more... )

i also need to spell "please" with and "e" on the end. good deal.

I just realized i never pay attention to this thing. I decided to listen to this cd i never listen to b/c it bums me out. I heard one of the songs off of it earlier this week and thought i could now listen to it and not get all upset. I was quite wrong. It's weird how you can get over certain things but other things always stick ( Read more... )