WhatI was thinking YESTERDAY ( Read more... )

The sun is now at high noon in your chart acting like a spotlight on you. Disagreements about things, or perhaps even a sexual issue or problem, yet you cannot speak up about whatever it is. Your caught between a rock and a hard place. In fact, you might even doubt your own position. Ironically, something else makes you positivley evergized while ( Read more... )

agonizing torment is felt everyday ( Read more... )

Should I tell him...He might get scared...he might ask questions I cant answer, He might be angry. He could be content and relieved. I just dont know if I wanna take the chance.

So Im drinking with Kurtas and Katie...havent hung out with them for a while. Its good^_^...got school tomorrow. YAY!

I keep having thease strange dreames, dreams I really dont want to be haveing. Every morning when I wake up, Im sad. I dont know what to do, It makes me cry. I really just want to get out of here.

so yes, I hate it when plans fall through :(

Its Friday night and I am stuck here sober, with a boyfriend whos angry because my planning wasnt good enought I guess. *sigh*

I hope it goes by quicker then Im thinking it will.

So school today was awsome, I found out I have a high A in all my classes and all the teachers love me. Right now I am sappose to be writting an english test but instead I get to write in here, because I was just recently told that I am excused form the test because I have been sick.(even though I havent actually bin sick)I got to bake the greatest ( Read more... )

I though I loved him, maybe it was because he said he loved me first.
but then he told me he didnt love me, and I still thought I loved him.
now hes not mine, I still think I love him.
But I dont understand how that works.

somethign went wrong...
I was high then low, and everything in between.
and I want that love back,
I wish you knew just how ive been
and this was all you ....you.