i can't seem to find anything that makes me happy anymore. I'm leaving tomorrow morning at 5 a.m. to Belize, South America. I need to get away. Today was possibly the worst day of my life. My only resort right now are my covers to hide under, and my pillow to cry on. Have a great spring break to all of you. Be back next friday, I wish never......
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Sometimes it is just so hard to even look through myself. I can't even tell if I am even myself anymore. Things are so fucking perfect right now, I couldn't ask for me. This feeling is so undescribable, something I have truly and honestly never experienced before. Other than that, it's really hard to see that people actually care. Sometimes I don't ( Read more... )

The Pathway to My Life♥

Rivers flow
with wind to carry song,
leading me deep
into your paradise.
Intoxicating beauty
towering, overwhelming
protecting me from
the outside world.


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So I finally came to school today, and I'm still sick with the worst cough, and I'm so stressed right now. I have to make up so much work from when I have been absent, and my English teacher rarely ever lets me make up the work that I missed. I'm so pissed right now. I hate school lol. I thought 3 days off would be enough away from school. I guess ( Read more... )

So yeah... I'm sick. This is my second day of not being at school, and I may not even go to school tomorrow. Today wasn't exactly my idea of eventful, but it was better than staying home sick all day. Great lunch with my mom today at Le Pain de Quiodent (spelling?)  and then to the doctor's office, and home to do some homework (that is adding up ( Read more... )

So now it feels like I'm getting an ear infection. I think god's trying to tell me something- that if I don't go to school when I don't feel well, then he punishes me. Oh well lol. I may miss another day in school. I've missed so much school already that I really can't afford another day. Enough complaining. I have 9 more days until he♥ comes ( Read more... )

All we can do is wish. All we can do is hope. All we can do is give our love. All we can do is whatever we can do just to show we care. And that is exactly what I am doing. What a life changing experience, for all of us.
♥Stay close, never forget about anyone, and most importantly, never forget who you are. ♥

What would u consider a perfect valentine's day night? Well... my ideal valentines day night would include dinner with him♥, going to his house, and being totally suprised. And what exactly would I be surprised with? Imagine walking into a bathroom with rose pedals surrounding you, music playing, with the bath tub full with bubblebath, and candles ( Read more... )

RULES:
1. Put your birth month in an entry.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.()
3. Bold the ones that apply to you.()
4. Put all twelve months under a livejournal cut.

♥SEPTEMBER♥:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm ( Read more... )

happy valent♥nes day everyone.... I'm hoping that this 3-day weekend is going to be great, like last weekend. Last night=hookah bar, listening to techno, b-wood spot, dancing and partying in the car. <3 good good times. Hopefully this weekend is going to live up to its standards... Pictures will be up-loaded by the end of this weekend, i hope...