hey so mike dumped me about 3 weeks ago and the first two weeks was hard ad it is still kinda hard but im not gonna let myself be sad all the time im not worth it. and i asked him if he wasnted to be with me and loves me and all he had to say was STFU so that was my wakinen that im gonna stop tlaking to him so i tolh him to hae a good life and that ( Read more... )

today i wonder about my life and where its going. i fail to know. and so far its almost october and no job yet. blah if i dont get one i will have no car no cellphone and no cable box that means no tv ( Read more... )

i need him so much. and i feel so used sometimes. i hate it i wanna curl up and die. life sucks. and im a screwed up person. the end

sometimes i feel like the world has left me behind. like it moved on without me ( Read more... )

i hate working.
i hate it so much
everyone has off and gets to hang while i go fucking work with a a bitch who i hate so death.

fuck man.

im upset

well lets see alot of things have vchanged for me.
one i found a great guy named mike and weve been sdating for about 2 months.
i found some new awsome friends who are supers cool and i love them.
and my puppys keeps gettin bigger and more brattier. if thats a word.
and im still working.
thats about it.

this was once a awsome friendsship


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life is good. still searching for a job. haha liking a special someone.