kinda feeling like im nothing right now...i want to get my life back...but im not sure that i every really had it in the first place...im just so confused. i feel like ive made so many bad choices in my past, well, i have made bad choices....but idk if the ones that i think were bad really were bad, same goes for good choices...idk. im just all ( Read more... )

Somebody please tell me that I'm dreaming ( Read more... )

feeling like shit ( Read more... )

alright, ive decided i need to change. i really do, im a little bitch who needs to die, and im gonna change that....or i want to at least...i doubt that i will. i just want, right now, to cry my eyes out and do some other things that im not gonna mantion here....but enough of these pleasantries, ill just say whats up ( Read more... )

i dont really care...im supposed to be updating on myspace but i forgot so here i am again ( Read more... )

myspace is taking over the world! i say that cuz im now just using the blog on my myspace, so look at that instead bitches.

dude....idk, this si really wierd...but i want to stab myself...well, no. i want to get stabbed kinda.....cuz you know, you always see it in the movies and its like "gee i wonder what i would do in that situation, would i stop and faint, or keep going? would i take the weapon out or leave it in? what would i use for a bandage? would i even bother ( Read more... )

im dead already it seems...i hate the world right now, why is it that everything goes awry when it starts off perfect?? i hate myself. but nobody cares. nobody probably reads this shit....whatever tho. i just need to thoroughly give up. theres nothing left for me here...nothing. im just so scared....i hate hate hate hate hate myself!!! why do i ( Read more... )

why do i waste my time caring so much??

i love you so much tom<333