Today...

[pure_simon]

Right, starting this post with "I am back at flat, I am ok" so people don't freak.

Comments

*hugs*

[neophyte_13]

Glad you're safe!

*freaks*

[lanfykins]

Where I come from, that's what we call a 'mental breakdown'.

Hun, do you have a sympathetic doctor? Because if you do, get thine arse down to him and get help. Breakups hurt like hell (and believe me I know), but it shouldn't do that to you.

And if that's what happens when the shields crack, then they're not doing you a bit of good.

And get some more sleep. Really. I'd rather not lose any more friends like that.

Re: *freaks*

[winterthing]

Simon - am very worried about you. Sarah is right. What you're describing sounds horribly to me like the beginnings of a nervous breakdown.

Call a doctor. Go stay with someone, somewhere safe, try and take some time off work or something, but whatever coping techniques you are using now do not seem to be working and that's not good.

Don't want to lose the Simon.

Stay away from the train tracks.

Re: *freaks*

[pure_simon]

I hit the bottom, logically speaking there is no further down I can go, I am hoping this will now provide impetus for improvement.
I can get no time off work at the moment, it's coming up to Xmas.

I don't want to lose me either, I'm all I've got in many ways. I've coped up until yesterday, and as I say I am hoping now that I will improve.

Re: *freaks*

[pure_simon]

Currently, no I do not have a "sympathetic doctor" having just transferred to a new surgery I don't know the doctors, and would find it very hard to be honest with them. I can be honest on here because I trust my friends. My old doctor is another option, but whilst he's GREAT he was never "sympathetic

[commlal]

I can't really say anything to help. Sorry :(

[pure_simon]

s'ok, I can understand that

[vierkilau]

Feel free to call me anytime on 07904182103 may not be particulary coherent but understand stuff like this vaguely

[kizzie]

please god do something about that.
doctors, come up here and hide. Anything. please
I really don't want to loose you hun, I DO still care, and I don't want to see you hurt.
mobile is out of action at the moment, so i don't know how to get in touch.

Going tobe down in london in december on a thursday, do you want to meet up and chat or something?

[pure_simon]

was looking at possibly trying to come up at some point in december, but have no weekends off annoyingly.
I don't want to lose me either, I may have had a "blip" but I don't wanna die, I don't wanna be dead, and I scared myself lots.
Gonna be down on a thursday? let me know dates etc and I *MAY* be off, I seem to recall I have a number of thursdays off this month.
My new mobile is outta action, but the oooold brick type one is currently being used, dunno if you still have the number, will put into a private post.

[kizzie]

don';t have access to my phone. it died after going swimming for 8 hours.
damn spilt wine.

9th of decemeber, may have a barry with me, going to be going to a thing at the british museum at 13.15, but can do things in the day if you want.

want to have a hug