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I hate isolation and I hate this rollercoaster type thing. I want to get off and I want to feel something like... I dunno... happy, maybe. Or maybe just better. That'd be okay.

oh oh, I did a SDRE layout... kinda on my DJ... I dunno, I liked it.

I think I have an obsession with holding hands. It's just sorta comforting. Hugs make me happy in a way that makes me wanna cry... I think that's good though. I like hugs and I like holding hands. Making out is kinda awkward if you do it for too long and dont go on to anything else. I think being alone is starting to bother me. I miss ( Read more... )

I smoked today for the first time in 12 days. It was euphoric. Except I got the munchies and screwed up my diet and ended up eating (sharing)funyuns(sp??), cheese puffs, cheetos, a squirt, a rice krispies treat,(alone)a smore granola bar, another bag of funyuns, and a hi-c snack thing. I havent actually ate anything for the past 4 days except a ( Read more... )

( lj-cuts are ass. )

Everyone screwed up so Brandy and I ended up going to Mission Valley by ourselves. It was pretty pointless, but it was fun.

Greg = emo abandoner.

( only cause I'm a vanity queen...or something... )

( OMG WHATEV! )

I got my pictures. Edited entry coming soon.

Edit: So this isnt exactly the kind of edited entry I was thinking of, but there are 60 pictures and that's far too many for one entry right now. They'll come eventually...

I was walking home today and I realized that the more I do the same things over and over, the more I become detached. Things start to seem fake. Whenever that happens I get really sad and I get quiet*. I'm sure it's stupid, but it's kinda scary because it's starting to happen more than when I'm just walking home. Actually, it's been happening a ( Read more... )

I've been feeling good about things as of late. I havent wanted to smoke that badly. It's getting kind of boring to be quite honest. I've been taking on this sort of apathetic type attitude towards things/people I dont want to be associated with, I'm not sure if that's good but it most definitely cuts down on unneccessary negativity... at least ( Read more... )