March 2nd by Pamela Takefman ( Read more... )

i'm mad because i acted tense and cryptic and nervous, playing stupid head games. this is not how i am to act with my best confidante, my inspiration in so many ways. i'd like to think this is the hardest part. i sort of want this friends episode to go away. and us all to be peaceful and harmonious.

warren today brought me back to the days where ( Read more... )

no joke. that cleaning woman has a sense of humor.

i had a really good time, kids.

i do think i've found the secret of life.
i'm a jerk and an idiot, too.

my best friend comes home in 6 days.
what's his name comes home in 5.

i realize i'm selling myself short on the latter.
what the hell.

i have the secret now.

i don't know what it is about being sick that depresses me so.

today was my first saturday since i can remember... DOING NOTHING.

eating barbecued chicken in my kitchen with the knowles', lounging in pyjamas, helping my grandparents hook up a television, renting movies and actually watching them.

i love doing nothing.

and NOTHING will ruin that. not even my fucking family.

i like the sound of someone using my name in their sentence.
when i expect they don't think with my name in mind.

you there, that girl there, what's your name again

it always surprises me.

is scotch whiskey with Hanford Woods.

i want this to erupt into a fantastic display of fireworks.

that might have to wait 'til june.

until then, back on hiatus.

i liked having brian gordon grab my ass yesterday. it reminded me of old times, when male best friends showed some sign that i am a girl ( Read more... )

Guess what guys?

I'M RUNNING AWAY.