man oh man livejournal its been so long. I have gone through a lot and a lot has changed with me since we have conversed. No need to catch up lets just get back into it ( Read more... )

I havent wrote in this thing in forever. I do not care much for it.

What else is there to write in this besides that im a mess.

i cant handle this.

can i say it was worth it?

yes.

its just one big battle in my head.

im going crazy, it has to end

im so fucking pissed right now.

i have to live in freshmen dorms next year. this fucking blows.

i finally feel fully or almost full health, so happy about that. this calls for a L

Bright lights, big city ( Read more... )

what the fuck am i doing

i cant handle this.

it will never get better