OMG I went to speech night and lined up for my award and i look out in the audiance and all i see is theo! My heart pounded my knees went weak i felt sick all over with fear and adrenaline, i went up got my award and almost died i got back to my seat and couldn't stop shaking...man i love him so much and i know it isn't love but at moments like ( Read more... )

Tonight is speech night, its a night of utter bordem where you wait in your seat listening to poorly formed lectures of how hard work and dedication have helped shape the select students into recipients of a piece of paper. I myself am receiving an award that i probably do not deserve, as are june, aaron and laura and afew other year 12's. In year ( Read more... )

Last night i went out to dinner with nat ciara and michelle after long discussion and planning and spare moments we decided to go to miriams party which was held at the bali bar. Michelle got in And Ciara got in but nat and i didn't. Then Pat came out of the bali bar and he sorta looked at me and then realized it was me then he waved. So i went ( Read more... )

Nobody wants to be alone, even when a feotus you have the womb, Now out in the world, No one to be your protector, everyone you have ever trusted becomes nothing but a neglecter. You're mind body and soul all crave love, but the addiciton has no withdrawle because you've never been fed that drug, You echo the pain that you swear you've felt but you ( Read more... )

TEN random things about me
10. I like disney movies
09. I like disney songs
08. I kind of feel sick at the moment
07. I wish i was home alone
06. I Dont like pumpkin
05. I like pumpkin soup
04. I don't like onions
03. I like onion rings
02. I cried when theo ignored me at the gym
01. I'd like to fall in love

NINE Places I've Visited
09. Bali
08. Tasmainia
07. ( Read more... )

Saturday night i went with michelle ciara and nat to freo we picked up mel and went to our usual place,Before that we were at the spring fest i went on the scary ride that takes you up really high and then goes like clock wise and anti-clockwise it gives you a nice adrenaline rush, then we went to freo we rocked up in freo at about 10.30 and stayed ( Read more... )

On tuesday night Nat, Michelle, Kira and i went up to freo at about 10.30ish and we found a place where we could hang out we ended up getting utterly trashed let me just tell you something, if you go to a place where they don't check i.d and you only have to pay $3bucks for a tequila shot  then you've never been visited by us girls. between kira ( Read more... )

01. What color are your walls?: Aqua green and white ( Read more... )

Just because i'm over 'it' doesn't mean i'm over him ( Read more... )

I know i have written in here alot that i love theo, but i hope it isn't love, because i dont wanna waste my heart on him because he isnt in love with me. Michelle said hementioned me again said he said that he didnt talk to me at the gym because he gets really uncomfortable and doesnt know what to say. But im not going to hurt him, im scared of ( Read more... )