friday night i met a guy who seemed totally genuine so we pashed and i did actually feel the slightest tinniest thing for him, only to see him on saturday night completely ignoring me and thats because he knew i knew that he'd told people that he only pashed me coz he wanted a root. I can't believe people can act so genuine and not mean it ( Read more... )

had a mass fight with theo friday night at the pig.
am completely over him
hate everything
miss him
dont care
over it all
my besties in hospital

Last night i had a massive go at Martins new g/f for being a skeeze. It was mean but she deserved it. Martin and i had a massive long convo, i wish things had turned out different, i wish michelle could change but i know her and she is who she is you know? Im not saying Martin shouldn't change either because he should. He should have introduced her ( Read more... )

Ben and ryan keep paying attention to me and because i don't feel for them in an attraction sort of way im begining to feel so uncomfortable. I've decided that if i had to pay attention to anyone it'd be Kyle because Theo really doesn't like me at all. I don't want a boyfriend coz it'll lead to hurt and i don't wana like neone either. I HATE GUYS! ( Read more... )

Last night the girls and i went to the pool hall as per usual, ben was there i got his number and he got mine and then he msged me saying that he thinks im cute and i thinks its totally sweet coz i do sorta like him but i like kyle a whole lot and i really sorta like hot ryan too but, i still don't think i'd wanna get with any of them because... ( Read more... )

tonight was a little pay back to theo, michelle made ciara prank him and say that she was pregnant and ciara made an excellent preformance. She sounded seriousily as though she were crying and she was saying things like "Theo you bastard i can't believe you dont remember me? I loved you. I m pregnant and its all becasuse your'e a horney bastard, i ( Read more... )

On saturday night we headed up to freo yet again. I had two smirnorf limes and that was enough i really don't like drinking after my massive sad on tuesday, Kyle wasn't there :( but hot ryan was... I like hot ryan and i know that he's totally sweet but theres something about him that just makes me a little hesitant around him, but then again there' ( Read more... )

Last night my girls and i headed up to freo again so shell could catch up with jason, we ended up at his house with kyle furuke and oliver. At about 1am we decided to go to south street beach and we all hung out. I kinda think i have an attraction and intrest in kyle he was teaching me how to box and we were chating a good bit, he seems completely ( Read more... )

Last night i got majorly majorly trashed. Nat was D.D, so michelle ciara and i all got smashed off our faces. I got so drunk that when we left our usual place i actually started crying...not because we were leaving but because of theo. I just started weeping and then blubbering and then bawling my eyes out and i just couldn't stop. We went to some ( Read more... )

After seeing theo last night i had a dream about him, it took place at my work in the back room. I don't know how i got there but i ran into theo and i just blurted out all my feelings, i was crying and explaining how confused i felt after michelles party and how abandonend i felt due to his moments of which he ignores me. He looked at me and ( Read more... )