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yeah, this is how i really feel.
Do you remember the first time we met? We talked pretty much all the time on MySpace and AiM, but do you remember the first time we met in person? Yeah, it was at WalMart, cause that's where the cool people go to hang out. It's funny how I remember so much about that night. I had just gotten a cellphone, and I was so amped about that. ha. I ( Read more... ) -
do you pull me up just to push me down again?
so i sat here for almost 3 hours, and i actually had some stuff typed. then i said screw it, and erased it all ( Read more... ) -
grr.
i can't really say
that i've ever felt
this
lonely
in a long,
long,
time.
i hope this ends, soon. it really sucks. -
I know this hurts - it was meant to.
I'm in a pretty good mood for spending a bunch of my life in the hospital this week. Maybe it's because I'm home. Maybe it's the vicodin. Who knows.
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drink down that gin and kerosene...
• A •
Are you available?: Not really.
What is your age?: Nineteen.
• B •
Do you know anyone named Brian?: Uhm, yeah.
When is your birthday? August 10th.
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What's your favorite candy?: Depends on my mood, really.
What kind of car do you drive?: White ( Read more... ) -
Bored again!
So I went into work today, at noon. Usually I go in a half an hour early, but thank goodness not today. ...I left at 1, and I have to be back at 7 pm. To work a full 8 hour shift. Meh. It's for training, for my new position. At least it's not 10 hours...
And I get to play with my PsyPets. They're so adorable, and addicting!
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Home wrecker with a heart of gold.
I haven't written in forever. I'm really sleepy, and stressed out beyond all reason. Pappy passed away on the first, and I haven't gotten over it yet. I really don't think I will, nor do I want to. =[
On a good note, when I got on the computer today, Firefox and Limewire were installed. That makes me feel a little better, and it was a pretty ( Read more... ) -
meh.
I really don't feel like writing/talking/posting/anything anymore. I'm 99% positive I have endometriosis, and 85% positive I'm effing dying. (The dying part hasn't been confirmed by a doctor - it just feels that way.)
I hurt constantly. It's not a little pain, either. I hurt so bad on most days, that it hurts to bend down and pick something up ( Read more... ) -
hooray
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
I could be getting traaaaaaaansfered! =]
This means ::
- No more pulling bags full of crap, that weigh more than I do.
- No more picking up said bags (and lifting them higher than my head).
- No more processing 3150+ bags of film an hour.
- I could (possibly) get to sit. <-- very excited about this one.
- I'd be closer to Brian. ( ( Read more... ) -
Party at my houseee.
There's a bazillion cars in my driveway.
My brother's two trucks, dad's truck, my cousin's truck, my car, mom's van, and my uncle's 18-wheeler.
(yes, I felt it necessary to make a post out of this.)
So I just spent 2 hours making a big dinner for when Brian comes over. There's cheesy, chicken alfredo and salads for dinner. For dessert there's ( Read more... )