i'm sure it bothers you and hurts you, but i can guarentee it bothers and hurts me more.

and no, i don't think its unreasonable.

i am graduating in 20 days ( Read more... )

of the 4 colleges i applied to, berkeley high school successfully managed to fuck up their end of three of the applications. for two they didn't send my transcripts and for the third, they didn't send my counselor reccomendation ( Read more... )

everything is out of control ( Read more... )

there aren't enough hours in the day.
last night i bought some alertness through caffine pills called Jet Alert. i'm praying that they work.

i think i have pinkeye.
fuckin GREAT

its funny how i stopped caring, but in these last few days i have become full of rage and violent fantasies again.
i thought it didn't bother me anymore. i guess i was wrong.

tonight my dad said "weather or not you like my girlfriend doesn't matter, i'm not going to dump her just becuase of something stupid like you not liking her" in refrence to his girlfriend of two months that i am yet to meet.

thanks, dad.

acceptances so far:
SFSU
HSU

waiting to hear from:
CSULB
Oberlin

i love it when ex's go out of their way to be rude to you. i also love it when they are flat out crazy and don't make any sense when they DO talk to you ( Read more... )

all this cold weather is really making me miss summertime.
i yern for the days of tank tops and cut off tights and not freezing my ass off whenever i brave the out of doors for a cigarette