Comments | purestfeeling: Summer of Sam…i

purestfeeling

Summer of Sam…i

Oct 21, 2002 22:47

It’s been ages. Everyone always loved my journal entries. It was always loved for my blunt honesty and willingness to write about rather personal issues. As one person put it, “You write it as if the whole world isn’t going to read it,” and “you write about more than just what you had for lunch.” This brought joy to me and countless others. My ( Read more... )

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morgrar October 21 2002, 20:09:14 UTC

psycho!
psycho!
psycho!
psycho!
psycho!

i'm glad you finally posted. gave me something worthwhile to read.

hm... pb1015 October 21 2002, 22:00:11 UTC

Although I marvel at the fact that you summarized our conversation into me bitching and you settling me down (thanks to the amazing intellect and settling powers of gene sanchez, of course) in all honesty, this was therapeutic. No one dare question how done you are with the situation now. We can only hope (we being basically anyone who ever knew either of you) that this will bring about a certain end to this. And although I don't agree with the public forum--hey-ya do what ya gotta do. I'm happy you are now finally happy again, and I truly only wish you the same for the future.

Re: hm... purestfeeling October 21 2002, 23:56:54 UTC

If you have the conversation i'd be more than happy to post it here. Sorry if my description bothered you or was too blunt. I just didn't feel like going into detail on every little detail of this already lengthy post. I wouldn't say i settled you down in the way a baby is settled by rocking it back and forth. However the convo did start with you thinking i was a piece of shit for making that comment to her roommate. It was settled by us disagreing on sami however you no longer being infuriated with me. I get the sarcasm in your comment but never the less every other time you see me you do make a comment on my amazing intellect and I'd say I am more skilled than most at calming people down. Your relply also seems to imply that sami and i were just no good for each other. That's far from the truth. Most every rational person knows up until the very end I was the best thing that happened to her. Even miss congeniality herself admitted to it and was upset when i didn't feel the same about her. Thanks for being happy that i'm

lankyb October 21 2002, 22:58:15 UTC

"Within a week she actually told me that she doesn’t want to hear it any more she has her own problems." That's fucking cold.

Sometimes I wonder who was worse, Amy or Sami, but then again who, who gives a...

I hope your last sentence doesn't imply that this is your last post. ;)

morgrar October 22 2002, 05:55:49 UTC

Tis a sad, sad thing - Not to possess a heart.

Gray would be the color... if I had a heart

icing on the cake purestfeeling October 22 2002, 09:13:10 UTC

****: so after reading ur entry, its disgusting at how she twisted situations and words to make you out to be a "psycho". she told me, and probably everyone else, at mikes party that her seizure was caused by stress from u harassing her and the "sleep with one eye open" to her roommate was a crazy death threat. so if ur LJ is true, and i believe it to be...i think someone is a lil psycho, but its def not you. and all that stuff about ur family- i had no idea. u have so much to deal with and aside from that so much to be happy about- u dont need sami in ur life, or any girl who doesnt treat u the way u deserve ( ... )

morgrar October 22 2002, 20:37:48 UTC

You're asking when do I stop?
When the bottle's empty.
Blacker than my father's soul,
drunk enough to raise us all.

Pink roses.

Nomad:
Drowning rat.
Black.
Black.
So black you can't even grasp the fact.
Blacker than a beggar's soul,
rich enough to save us all.

Pink roses.

Lead with your need as god descends.
Cold in the ground.
What gets me this down?
The smell of magnesium,
the smile of a clown.

I want to drink you, scare you, fuck you and film you.