Getting out of my car I realize the new AFI CD came out today. As I walked out of the parking garage and into the mall I check my pockets. Left pocket: one quarter, half a piece of gum, rubber band, and some nameless phone number on a napkin. Right pocket: Drivers License, 62 bucks, lint, one quarter. Keys and phone both in hands because I ( Read more... )

I know you ( Read more... )

It’s over. The single worst year of my life is over. The year that broke apart my family and broke apart my heart is now over. And just about the minute after the ball dropped 2003 started with a bang. As of yet this has been by far the best year of my life. I do understand that we’re only a week into it but let me explain ( Read more... )

It’s been ages. Everyone always loved my journal entries. It was always loved for my blunt honesty and willingness to write about rather personal issues. As one person put it, “You write it as if the whole world isn’t going to read it,” and “you write about more than just what you had for lunch.” This brought joy to me and countless others. My ( Read more... )

yes you

A poem ( Read more... )

something inside of me
has opened up its eyes
why did you put it there
did you not realize
this thing inside of me
it screams the loudest sound

i've got a little suprise for you

Crying uncontrollably. Why? Uncertain. Don't know what to do with myself. Don't know what to think of the people around me. Considering being a recluse for a while, a few years perhaps. I'm tired of getting hurt. Most everyone I know now I will not be talking to 10 years from now. I care greatly for these people. All through my life those ( Read more... )

9:30. I should be leaving for work. First, I'd like to get a few thoughts down. I had a great night. Not as amazing as my sarcastic away message would have you believe. None the less a very memorable night. I'm scared for this upcoming vacation. I was very excited about it till a few days ago. Now I worry. I miss when I could spray ( Read more... )

Turks house. Drunk. Everyone left. Good times. Pingpong tournament. Flinn is not only good at beasball. Boys kicked girls asses in trivial pursuit despite the huge handicap. Work in less than 300 minutes. Tomorrow will suck. The TV wont shut up. Going on and on about the abb energizer. Dave mathews is in the computer. Work at 9:30 ( Read more... )