I've got a lot to say since the last time I posted. Had a streak of bad luck, lost my job, cut my hair, and everything was going pretty sour. Then, my sister helped me out, got a job at Krispy Kreme, and at not much in a loss of pay. I also got my guitar strung and tuned, now maybe I will learn how to play better. I felt lost for about 2 weeks ( Read more... )

Spending New Year's Eve by yourself, it's the worst. I have spent too many of them this way. I thought that this year would be different, but it always happens to me, every year, like clockwork. I haven't been able to spend any holidays with that someone special for too long. I spent it with a good friend, someone I wish would be mine, but the ( Read more... )

I am losing my mind. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm really scared. It takes a lot to get me even remotely scared. And it's finally happened. The one who did it knows who they are. everyone else probably knows who I'm talking about, too. I just want you to know that I'm sorry that you don't understand what that really does, or that even ( Read more... )

Today is that one special day that you spend with your loved ones, be they family or lovers or friends. But nothing is going as planned. I had an alright day, I suppose. Got some cool stuff, got some crap, but I'm still in the same place I was before. It's been pretty quiet otherwise. I wanted to spend it with someone special, but she's not ( Read more... )

I killed myself today, without a second thought. No one noticed that I wasn't there. Did I do this to myself? Most likely, was it worth it? Probably not, but I do it every time ( Read more... )

I wish I wasn't so alone... What have I done to deserve this solitude? People are so self-absorbed that they don't pay attention to the fact that people need social interaction of one sort or another. I can't deal with this loneliness anymore. I wish that I could express the way I feel to the girl I want. If she could only see how I feel, the ( Read more... )

Look mother fuckers - this is my shit ...its copywrited and what not ( Read more... )

Forget everything that you've ever learned, it doesn't really matter. Where does 3x^4+4xy-16x/14y=7x^8 apply in day to day life? Where are you going to apply any history that you've learned outside of class? Why should I care if people died in the 1700's, for a cause, people die everyday for a great cause. When was the last time that you did ( Read more... )

Never have I been so lost. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. Why is it that I always find myself in this situation? I always seem to find a lull in the drone of everyday bullshit, somebody always fucks it up. Much like the snowglobe, after the crap finally settles, someone comes along and shakes the hell out of it. I don't see why things ( Read more... )

Why are there so many fucking idiots in the world? Example: This guy comes into work today and started talking about how bad his life is. What he failed to realize is that he was talking to someone who has been through a literal living hell. People don't realize how good they have it until they have nothing left and then they still don't have a ( Read more... )