All I can say is that tomorrow will be an entire WEEK without a single binge or purge. I'm amazed...and I don't know how this has happened. I know God healed me, I just don't get why he chose now...after all those years of trying. I did some bad shit this weekend...sexual stuff when I have a boyfriend who I love more than anything....I don't think ( Read more... )

Yesterday was nice. I have been keeping super busy, so I didn't have time to write. For lunch,  I had a hummus/veggie wrap with a 100 cal pack of cheese balls and a pickle :) Then I ate a banana, had a giant salad for dinner, and enjoyed a bag of microwave popcorn as a late snack. I also had my ballet class and went for a walk...so hopefully burned ( Read more... )

I would like to remember this as a month in which I didn't purge. It's 9pm, and my first day is almost over. I went out to lunch with my boyfriend and had a giant salad and one of his french fries. I had to sit there and look at him eating them...and they looked so delicious, but I kept telling myself I'd have to get used to the temptation of being ( Read more... )