i am disappointed...u let me down...im thinking of quitting livejournal...who needs a journal tt everyone gets to read...id rather keep everything a secret...if anyone really wants 2 know how i feel..they can just ask...see my user pic...nice huh...drum practice...in 5 minutes...gotta leave now...jamming from 5 to 7...still no bassist...why wont u ( Read more... )

He tells everyone a story, because he feels his life is boring, and he fights so you won't ignore him, because that's his biggest fear, and he cries, but you'll rarely see him do it. He loves, but he's scared to use it. So he hides behind the music, cause he likes it that way. He knows, He's so much more than worthless, he needs to find the surface ( Read more... )

"When light is focused...it can generate enormous amounts of energy....so can we if we are focused...how can you be  focused if you dont know what to focus on?...no focus..no energy..."

i feel like im going nowhere...just passing through each day as though it were routine...a chore to complete...my life...our lives on this earth..is like the front ( Read more... )

So what is trust?...according to dictionary.com...it is...

Firm reliance on the integrity, ability, or character of a person or thing.....or....

Something committed into the care of another; charge....or....

Reliance on something in the future; hope

though this doesnt really answer any questions i had concerning this word...damn!...so now comes the ( Read more... )

i believe...i should trust no one...and i will not get hurt...and i will not succumb 2 depression at every slight hint of betrayal...nor cry pointless tears much more suited 2 be spent on other more....serious...things...so..now i trust no one...no human being...for every human being has an evil side...and THAT is what i cannot bring myself to ( Read more... )

Your fate has been decided....

You are one of the lucky ones! Because of your virtue and beliefs, you have escaped eternal punishment. You are sent to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Level | Score
Purgatory | Very High
Level 1 - Limbo | Moderate
Level 2 | High
Level 3 | Low
Level 4 | Low
Level 5 | Low
Level 6 - The City of ( Read more... )

i just found out another thing about me i should change....my outlook on life...currently...my outlook on life is rather grim...dark...and just negative...i need to change that...definitely..or im not gonna go anywhere...and im not gonna be able to achieve or accomplish anything...which would just be plain sad and dumb...i think ive said this like ( Read more... )

found out i was voted most quiet guy in class today...haha...yes rudi...i beat michael....so ive made a resolution...to be more talkative...especially when it comes to the fairer sex...gotta try!!..also musnt sit in class alone in the corner with my arms folded..looking sullen and dull...staring at the floor...:P..or with my head on my bag on my ( Read more... )

so what did i say eh?...hehe...lady luck must be laughing at me..hysterically...as usual...final score 1-0..greece are euro champions...im gonna sleep...cos im sleepy...and i have to wake up in 2 hrs..and go 2 college...and study very hard...and get as for all my subjects...and make my parents proud...gnite then..

pinky went off..err...five minutes after i posted my last entry...cool huh..i am psychic..anyway...wanted 2 say that portugal will win the euro...cos tts what i dreamt...and tts what will happen...u watch..and see...i repeat..im psychic...no joke...its 1230 now...in 4 hrs...portugal wld have won the cup...score...i dunnoe...but trust me on this ppl ( Read more... )